Hear I am once again,
Sitting alone with a flask by my side.
My body feels numb as the rain pours down.
Im desperate for a way to drown the pain,
As I race threw my thoughts, truing to decide…
Is it worth getting up, just to fall down?

Then all at once everything went silent.
I liked up to the sky, I saw the sun break threw,
A heavenly light danced across my skin.
And then for a moment I felt free of constraint.
Able to open my eyes to a world that was new,
And let go of the pain I held within.

And as I try to rise to my feet,
I think of the long road ahead  that I have yet to walk.
So I fill my self with as much hope I have to spare,
And  I feel that my life is yet to be complete…
With many mystery's to unlock,
And damages I need help to repair.

I finaly put my body in motion,
Moving forward never felt so hard to do.
And every heart beat feels like a war in my head…
I cant think straight with all this commotion.
And once again I question myself about pulling threw.
But I know that I can make it threw after all I have bled.

So I carry on with my life,
Knowing I have more to live for.
And I know there is more waiting for me in the time to come.
But I also see the things that will bring me grief,
Such as family and friends that will ship off to war.
But all this pain will turn me into the strong person I will become.